Things are getting out of hands. Things are turning into the ways that I dont wish to see.
& things, will never be the same again. Like what you said.
Every thing is changing. Situation is changing. Mood is changing. Feeling is changing.
No more turning back. Things can nv be like the first time, first day, first moment.
Its different already.

Feeling so moody and down today. Things clashed and happened all at the same time.
Family, boyfriend, friends? Do I still have them?
After hrs of thinking, I think I'm stuck. I dont know what I really want or what I'm really thinking.
Staring at the computer screen and realised, its getting blurrier.
Water are covering my sight.
Well well well. Nothing else I can do.

If only I could turn back the time.. I will stop every thing from happening.
If only I could change things to the way I want it to be like.
If only I could continue to look things positively again.
If only.. I could be happier..

P.s Do click on my Nuffnang Adv. Thank you so muchhh..

Its happy to be like her. Just have to eat and sleep everyday and dont have to worried abt any single thing.
Nothing is stressful to her..
She just have to be obedient and quiet, everyone will pamper her.
Smile at her and give all their attention to her.
If only..

link | posted by *♥Baobao♥* at 12:04 PM
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Quote of the day:
Live life as if you will die tomorrow.

I had never thought that things will end it in this way..
Oh well, dont be mistaken.
I'm still happily together with my beloved boyfriend. I was referring to my.. family. Or maybe, just my Dad.
For people who know nuts abt my family, here I am to share a lil story abt my family.

My Dad had stopped staying with us since I was 10 yrs old. At that time, I'm only a pri 4 lil girl.
I know nothing abt my family and whats going on in our family. When I grew up a lil bit more, I get to understand that its due to his job,
that's why he's staying outside. And it is pretty troublesome for him to travel to work 5am in the morning and 1,2am in the night.
Yea, for now this is still the reason. For 7 years.. He left us.
Frankly speaking, I got no memories with my Dad. I dont remember the time when he bring us out for dinner.
I dont remember the time when he piggy back me.
I dont remember the time he last played with me.
I dont remember a single thing abt him.

For this 7 years, I only get to see him once a week? He came back home for a day or so and left during night time.
I am not close to him at all. We got no common topic, we got no common interest.
Every single time he came home, my Bro, my Sis & me will kept ourselves in our room due to some reason.
Living under the same roof with only my Mum, Bro & Sis, I felt satisfied.
I dont need any other man to come and stay with us out of sudden. I'm so NOT used to it.
I dont wanna face him very single day. Or should I rephrase it? I dont wanna see this man at all.
Yes it sound horrendous BAD. But seriously, who care? No one like him in our family(Mum exception of course)
He dont treat us well, he dont talk to us nicely & most importantly, he is NOT reasonable at all.

Every time he came home, definitely he'll make someone in the family cry.
(& most of the time is me. Zzzz)
Sigh. What kind of Dad do I have?
A man who will always unsure abt what he's talking.
A man who will always threaten abt killing this and that.

If only.. I got the chance, got the ability. I will move out. Definitely I will.

And for now, I will still be the happy girl living on happily with her friends and her Beibi.
Even the time when I put up all the fake smile. Pretending to be happy.. :)

link | posted by *♥Baobao♥* at 5:35 AM
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Thanks Cutest for the company and awesome day with you :)
Cant wait for our next outing again! ^^

link | posted by *♥Baobao♥* at 12:49 PM
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Quote of the day:
Looks like I just cant s_rvive without 'U'.

Envyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Stella and Serene both get their camera alr :( Left with me..
Ahh.. Hope to get it soon man. Will be going holiday with Beibi on the second week of Dec.
Gees. Will be taking many many pics! :D

Spent the whole of my Friday at Beibi's place watch him sleep and do project.
Went to Actors &Whiskey at abt 10pm. Went home at abt 4am.
First time. Beibi performed singing on the stage. Awww.. The feeling is so.. unable to describe! :p
Another enjoyable night of course!

Nothing much to update my friends and readers. Been spending much time looking for part time job.
As my full time job will only start next year Jan.
Though its holiday, but yet I'm still lack of sleep almost everyday!
Dark circle, heavy eye bag gogo away pls! :(

But all the crystals dropped the following day......

link | posted by *♥Baobao♥* at 6:30 AM
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Have you ever tried going for a job interview with 3 generation? Hahaha! I tried today!
Went to DFS main office for a full time job interview while my Grandma, Mummy & Aunt tag along.
Its super cool man. Hahaha. After the interview they discussing for abt nearly 2 hrs? -.-
I sucha fortunate girl that still have close relatives around me :D

After interview went to meet Beibi.. then home sweet home~
Tml going to visit the sitex that is held at Expo!

link | posted by *♥Baobao♥* at 10:36 AM
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Enjoyed my night..

link | posted by *♥Baobao♥* at 6:32 PM
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