Quote of the day:
Live life as if you will die tomorrow.

I had never thought that things will end it in this way..
Oh well, dont be mistaken.
I'm still happily together with my beloved boyfriend. I was referring to my.. family. Or maybe, just my Dad.
For people who know nuts abt my family, here I am to share a lil story abt my family.

My Dad had stopped staying with us since I was 10 yrs old. At that time, I'm only a pri 4 lil girl.
I know nothing abt my family and whats going on in our family. When I grew up a lil bit more, I get to understand that its due to his job,
that's why he's staying outside. And it is pretty troublesome for him to travel to work 5am in the morning and 1,2am in the night.
Yea, for now this is still the reason. For 7 years.. He left us.
Frankly speaking, I got no memories with my Dad. I dont remember the time when he bring us out for dinner.
I dont remember the time when he piggy back me.
I dont remember the time he last played with me.
I dont remember a single thing abt him.

For this 7 years, I only get to see him once a week? He came back home for a day or so and left during night time.
I am not close to him at all. We got no common topic, we got no common interest.
Every single time he came home, my Bro, my Sis & me will kept ourselves in our room due to some reason.
Living under the same roof with only my Mum, Bro & Sis, I felt satisfied.
I dont need any other man to come and stay with us out of sudden. I'm so NOT used to it.
I dont wanna face him very single day. Or should I rephrase it? I dont wanna see this man at all.
Yes it sound horrendous BAD. But seriously, who care? No one like him in our family(Mum exception of course)
He dont treat us well, he dont talk to us nicely & most importantly, he is NOT reasonable at all.

Every time he came home, definitely he'll make someone in the family cry.
(& most of the time is me. Zzzz)
Sigh. What kind of Dad do I have?
A man who will always unsure abt what he's talking.
A man who will always threaten abt killing this and that.

If only.. I got the chance, got the ability. I will move out. Definitely I will.

And for now, I will still be the happy girl living on happily with her friends and her Beibi.
Even the time when I put up all the fake smile. Pretending to be happy.. :)

link | posted by *♥Baobao♥* at 5:35 AM

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