Thursday, February 28, 2008


This gonna be my saddest post in my life..
Last few days my hand & leg is swollen for nothing. I'm feeling so itchy everyday. Went to see the doctor and doctor said might be bed bud or some weird insect.
I'm feeling so so low. I felt that this world is going to end. That stupid idea came to my mind again. End my life. Should I should I not? Wtf. My life is messing up. I've got stupid ideas everyday. I feeling so down. The atmosphere around me is grey. I wont do foolish stuff. I'll only do things that is worth it. And Baby, you worth my everythings.
The words you said had break through my heart..
I wish i can ...
