Thursday, August 14, 2008
I miss you.
If there's a chance me for me to go back to the past, there's a lot for me to change.
But I shouldn't waste time on things that are uncontrolable.
I pull myself strong and face all the diffculties.
When I was young I got my family members to stand infront of me to help me solved it.
But I've grown up. I've to solved the trouble that I've created.
Its very sad for me not having the abilities to do the things that I want.
Everyday complaining. (Of course I've started doing smth abt it)
But .. there's always something blocking me to reach my goal. Damn it.
Yet I cant remove that something. :/ Guessed Queeny can understand what am I refering to.
I want to be the carefree me. I want to have what I've wanted for badly.
I feel so glad that my friends were still by side. Except for some.
24hrs per day is really not enough for me! I got so so many things to do!
I wanna find a stable job with stable pay.
If possible, give me a stable mood too. Its suck to have mood swing.
I should stop eating
I'm getting more and more fatter
I should stop going under sun
I'm getting more and more tanned
I no longer have the urge to reach for you.
I no longer have the urge to call out for you when I met you.
I no longer have the urge to ring you up with I'm bored.
I no longer have the urge to send you a sms of greeting.
I no longer have the courage to tell you I miss you.
Yes its between me & you.