Today first paper of N level;Mother Tongue.
I'm kinda confident of course. My strongest subject leh.
Tml will be listening & social studies. -.- I bet many ppl gonna flunk it.
& yea! Just to keep my readers update. I'm fine with Queeny now.
So dont worry yea? :] She is always my closest one. I wont quarrel with her okay.
But my mood didnt really have any changes. Many thing kept bothering abt me in my mind.

1st of all, boyfriend.
I really couldn't take the consequence of quarreling with him.
I dont have the appetite to eat,
dont have the mood to sleep,(LastNightSleepAt3am)
dont have the heart to study & concentrate.
I know I dont have self-discipline.
I cant control my mind, my brain from thinking of him every min every sec.
So I've made a final decision.
And I think I shouldn't come online so often.
Looking at those stupid thing making myself hurt for what fuck? Zzz.

2nd, family.
Alright, this is confidential. Only people who is close to me knows.

3rd, studies.
Do I really can cope with my studies? I'm feeling stress.
I dont know if I really can make it to sec 5.
And what if I did not make it? Go ITE? Take private O?
No matter what its a must for me to get a O level cert.
I'm confused.

I guessed thats all my complain.
Its hard for me to handle so many things & all crushed together at the same time.
I dont like to stressed out myself. Damn it. I'm feeling tired now.
I wanna rest. I want to have peace life. Endless of quarrels endless of noise shall stop now.
No matter what I'll put in all my efford in my studies. My result is my future.
I dont want anyone to affect me/my future. I'll kill that person for sure.
And yea, in short, studies come first for now. :]

& lastly, my laptop is down for the time being. -.-
So I'm using the destop to update. Wont be having new photos.
Bear with my old one pls. ^^

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