Maybe I was influenced by Edwin's wordy post.(sometimes I do get impatient at his wordy post:/)
Hahaha. But this time is still fine. (: I saw a number of tags on Stella's tagboard & mine.
Asking what she actually did to cause our huge reaction. Hmmm.
Whatever that you're reading now you might think that I make it up.
But.. When someone is already at the lowest point in the life and again recieve such a big blow once more, will the person lie?
If I were a passer-by, I wont believe! She got such a sweet-angel looking. Will she do such thing?!
Lets not say passer-by. Even myself. I wont believe neither.
How long can you take to overcome it, forgive & forget? I think I need a few mths? Or yrs?
Haha, at least I'm not like her. Just few weeks will do. Or even less than a week? I dont know.
I only heard rumos saying she overcome it v v fast. Wow, even faster than Stella & me.
Though its just a piece of unverified information of uncertain origin spread by word of mouth,
but I know her 'pattern' well.
I know she really can go to that extent. Yea, whatever. I cant be bothered as well.
I guess I really need to thank Stella & those idiots whom stayed by my side persistently. LOL.
Hey idiot(s), know who you are yea? Some chicken wing, some knocking door&hello as well as .. some bloody shit. Hahahaha!

One more thing I have to share.
There's this night I was surfing net and I saw some stuff that really shock me.
& yea, I tears.. I called Jiejie, she cheer me up.
I called Edwin, he wanted to cab over to my place.
I called Stella, she almost did the same as well.
I called Shitat, he woke me up..totally..
Its just like perceiving an object looming through the mist.
He let me know that its time for me to let go. Let go of everything.. All the past. All the memories.
No point holding on to it anymore. I listen to him, wipe off my tears, stand up from my bed.
I packed all the stuff in a bag and threw it in a corner of my room. I dont need them anymore. I dont need those by my side now.
Simple reason, I'm leading a happy life now & I wont have the thought of retaliate again I promise!

A simple sentence such as 'I will be studying thoughout the night. Phone will be on. Anything just give me a call.'
He warmed my heart.

Thats what friends are for.

Ending this post with my beloved pencil box, a gift from my Jiejie! :D
Love you laaaaa. ^^

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