Let me have a wordy post for once, please.
Before I start all my whining, I hope readers of mine would pardon me with my grammar error & blah blah..
I just wish to type out a 'relaxing' post whole hearted without thinking if there'll be any spelling mistake in my post.
Thank you reader(s).
I did a deep reflection myself when I was talking to my dear Sister on the bed.
I cried like a baby, yet still continue trying hard to pronounce all the words accurately with runny nose and tears all abt on my face.
All my stress, all my toubles, all the stuff that have been buried deep in my heart for months.
Finally, I have the courage to voice out, to someone I really can trust. Someone who wont choose to lie to me no matter what.
Someone who will always stand by me(to be exact, not everytime but most of the time), give me her listen ear.
Give me her precious time to talk to me, give me advise. The patience she have, the understanding she had, I would like to thank her in my blog.
Someone who sleep beside me everynight, someone who snatch my blanket everynight, someone who will nv leave me..
Jie jie, thank you so much for everything you gave me. I know in this world, everyone might leave me.
But only you, will keep by my side without fail. The someone that will always cheer me up & make me smile.
At times we might have quarrels & argument, but you're still there.. always there.
All the tiny things that you do for me, I know. I do notice them. But I'll still be shy shy if I say it out.
I dont know how should I thank you face to face. I dont know how to repay you. I dont know how to said this to you.
I choose to write it in my blog, for everyone to know, for everyone to envy me of having such a great sister.
There's people living for the whole entire life time, yet still cant find someone that he/she can really talk to or cry on.
But, I'm so fortunate. You're there even since I born out. You're already there since 17 yrs back.
I should have realise that since v long ago. But only till now, when I only left a few true friends around me,
then I realise the importance of you. Because I used to have tons of friends around me.
They seems to be my 'good friend', but infact, they are just another peron in this world who wore mask & walk abt.
With coincidence, they met me. & suay me, had so many of them around me. Until now, yes now, then I realise it.
I have to thank people who have been acting well infront of me, trying hard to get close to me, wearing a mask on your face for so long.
Thank you for making me stronger as well.
With all the so call 'effort' you guys put in, 辛苦你们了. If you guys are tired of wearing mask, do take a break.
I know you guys will be tired as well. Dont torture yourself in this way.
Find a true friend & spend your time with him/her. Stop doing this kind of thing that you think is good & fun.
I know, you are reading my blog right now. Thinking in your heart & reflect the thing that you did to me.
The effort you put in, those dearies name you called me, those times when you ask me out for the sake of it.
I would appreciate it if you could stop doing it. Because I've already see clearly, who is the important ones in my life.
(Thank you to people who actually had lend me a listen ear already. Thank you love:])
Lastly, Baobao(Weibao;royal fans of my blog)!
Please remind my dear Sister to read my blog if you saw this post before she did.
Thank youuuuuuuuuuu! (:
